"Look, I'm trying to wash away my sins I've got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends & if I ever take an L, then they might grin & They all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in So when it comes to anybody there's no trust for no one, man, so what?  My whole plans to go nuts  My shoulders ready for more shrugs I'm gon' judge, anybody trying to enter my circle with no love."  This is a portion of Hopsin's verse on the song "Lost" which he performs with NF ( https://youtu.be/fxrkhf17fU0 ) This verse has been a source of great therapy for my soul in the past year, not because I endorse it as truth to be clung to, but rather because it has, at times, perfectly summarized the way I felt. These feelings have arisen from a season of life which has been apart of mine & my family's experience for the last several years, having had the blessing of multiple close relationships, only to have them successively end in conflic...